10/18/2015=9dp5dt - BIG FUCKING NEGATIVE!
Mild af cramping .
Sunday, October 18, 2015
Saturday, October 17, 2015
Friday, October 16, 2015
10/16/2015= 7dp5dt- BFN...AGAIN! WTF?!
My back hurts again and am feeling mild cramps like I do right before my period comes still. This is ANNOYING AS FUCK. My test would be positive by now if I was pregnant but its also too early for AF...so I am getting pissed off.
My stomach is also hurting which is gastritis that I have which flares up occasionally.
4pm: my feet are ICE COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cramping comes and goes. Had purpley-brown mucousy globs tonight when i cleaned out.
My back hurts again and am feeling mild cramps like I do right before my period comes still. This is ANNOYING AS FUCK. My test would be positive by now if I was pregnant but its also too early for AF...so I am getting pissed off.
My stomach is also hurting which is gastritis that I have which flares up occasionally.
4pm: my feet are ICE COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cramping comes and goes. Had purpley-brown mucousy globs tonight when i cleaned out.
Thursday, October 15, 2015
10/15/2015= 6dp5dt- Glaring white BFN today FUCK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not that it matter but have a lower back ache today and am really tired.
Also, started having a warm dull achey cramp type feeling. Why does it feel like af is coming?
I cleaned up there again tonight and has more brownish-pink specs.
Not that it matter but have a lower back ache today and am really tired.
Also, started having a warm dull achey cramp type feeling. Why does it feel like af is coming?
I cleaned up there again tonight and has more brownish-pink specs.
Tuesday, October 13, 2015
10/13/2015= 4dp5dt! Holy peeing! Its 15 til 7pm and starting about 2 hours ago I have to pee every 30min...a lot of pee too! It was bad last night but not like this. I had this when I was pg but know its the damn progesterone!
I do have a heaviness feeling in my lower abdomen as well which I assume is from my horrible constipation! Idk where the hell my poop hides in there! Ughhhh
I do have a heaviness feeling in my lower abdomen as well which I assume is from my horrible constipation! Idk where the hell my poop hides in there! Ughhhh
Monday, October 12, 2015
10/12/2015= 3dp5dt! We snorkeled with turtles today which was incredible! Im feeling good just veryyyyyy constipated so I caved and drank some milk of magnesia. Also still feeling a dull burn like a uti but it doesnt burn at all to pee. Very strange.
I feel no implantation cramps or anything but I didnt with my last bfp either. I am feeling like I need to pee a lot too tonight & last night when im laying down.
I feel no implantation cramps or anything but I didnt with my last bfp either. I am feeling like I need to pee a lot too tonight & last night when im laying down.
Sunday, October 11, 2015
Ive been so horrible at updating! We are in Barbados tho finally! Lining was 8mm when i started progesterone but compressed to 7.3mm.
10/9/2015- Transfer day! Bladder was actually too full so i had to be drained with a catheter which was a strange experience lol. We transferred 2 good quality blasts! I had a small cramp at transfer & then mild cramping that night.
10/10/2015 =1dp5dt had brown blood clots midday. No cramping. Felt really good just constipated.
10/11/2015 =2dp5dt very sleepy today. No cramping. Feels like i may have a mild uti tho :/
SEVERLY CONSTIPATED!
10/9/2015- Transfer day! Bladder was actually too full so i had to be drained with a catheter which was a strange experience lol. We transferred 2 good quality blasts! I had a small cramp at transfer & then mild cramping that night.
10/10/2015 =1dp5dt had brown blood clots midday. No cramping. Felt really good just constipated.
10/11/2015 =2dp5dt very sleepy today. No cramping. Feels like i may have a mild uti tho :/
SEVERLY CONSTIPATED!
Friday, October 9, 2015
Friday, July 31, 2015
7/31/2015- WOW, I really need to keep up with this more!
I just finished my SIXTH mock cycle but this one was VERY successful!!!!!! My lining was 9.8mm and triple stripe!!! We've been battling all year to get it over 7mm so this was huge! My body doesn't respond to estrogen other than my own and Viagra also didn't work! The only thing that go my lining thick was using Menopur!!
We will be going to Barbados for our FET in late September!
I just finished my SIXTH mock cycle but this one was VERY successful!!!!!! My lining was 9.8mm and triple stripe!!! We've been battling all year to get it over 7mm so this was huge! My body doesn't respond to estrogen other than my own and Viagra also didn't work! The only thing that go my lining thick was using Menopur!!
We will be going to Barbados for our FET in late September!
Wednesday, April 8, 2015
4/8/2015- Fuck me running!
Monday was my second lining check and it was horrible like my cancelled FET in January! It was on Day17, with no ovulation and lining was 5.82mm and I had the free fluid again as well as fluid in my uterus that actually did not appear at first. The fluid showed up after my ovary measurements were taken and then tech went back to take with her dildo rod and took one final look at my lining and then out of nowhere the fluid was there.
My opk was just positive today at day 18... maybe 19, I AM OUTTA WACK!
My nurse at my OB/GYN and my clinic are hypothesizing that my thin lining and fluid issue is hormone related which is suspected by my late ovulation and open cervix which is allowing fluid in and out? WHATEVER, Just FIX IT! BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Wednesday, April 1, 2015
4/1/2015- My first lining check was March 4th as it took 5.5 weeks to start my period.
TO MY SUPRISE.....My lining was NORMAL! Well it was 7mm but I had not even ovulated yet (ovulated3 days later) so it was still growing!!! Apparently ONE PERCENT of women do not absorb forms of estrogen other than their own!!! So.....I don't have a lining issue after all!
The only downside to me is that our clinic is out of the county and we now have to do a "natural" frozen embryo transfer cycle and you can't book anything in advance because there's no way to plan on when you start a period and ovulate so when we book our next trip we won't book it until day 1 of my cycle and then we would leave about 16 ish days later.
BUT I AM SO HAPPY MY LINING IS NOT DAMAGED!!! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
**Contact email amberbreeze03@gmail.com
TO MY SUPRISE.....My lining was NORMAL! Well it was 7mm but I had not even ovulated yet (ovulated3 days later) so it was still growing!!! Apparently ONE PERCENT of women do not absorb forms of estrogen other than their own!!! So.....I don't have a lining issue after all!
The only downside to me is that our clinic is out of the county and we now have to do a "natural" frozen embryo transfer cycle and you can't book anything in advance because there's no way to plan on when you start a period and ovulate so when we book our next trip we won't book it until day 1 of my cycle and then we would leave about 16 ish days later.
BUT I AM SO HAPPY MY LINING IS NOT DAMAGED!!! YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
**Contact email amberbreeze03@gmail.com
Friday, February 6, 2015
2/6/2015- Welp, sorry its been a while since I have updated...just coming out of shock I guess.
Sooo after my last scan I was upped to 10mg estrace. 5 days later my lining was only 5.72mm and there was a tiny bit of fluid in my uterus. YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME.
My clinic is out of the country which makes things a tad more difficult and they told me to start Viagra (yes, I know...no boners occurred) and then get another scan on Monday the 12th. We were due to leave to go out of country on Wednesday the14th FML ...NO STRESS, SHEESH.... and was supposed to have my transfer on the 16th which got delayed until the 20th luckily we had extra day booked in our trip to accommodate that 4 day move!
On the 12th I had my final ultrasound & my lining did increase but not enough for my clinic to proceed. One measurement was 6.68mm and the other was 7.65mm. The fluid also started to go away but was in the lower part of my uterus instead of upper section where the embies would go. There was also a bunch of free fluid outside my uterus so there is a possibility that I ovulated..... Starting antibiotics that day just in case there was an infection.
After my clinic reevaluated my situation and reviewed pictures from my hysteroscopy in Oct they determined that they saw a white opaque region in my uterus which unfortunately means I was scraped too thin after losing my son. FTW. They said they do see redness though which indicates blood supply so they feel confident that my lining will grow back but that it could take a full year!!! They are requiring me to have 2-3 normal flow periods before scheduling.
So it's going to be a long road for me! I will be doing scans between day 14-16 every month to watch lining growth. Once at 9mm & I have 2-3 normal flow periods I can book another cycle. Since we have to book 3 months in advance (cheap rooms book fast in Barbados) I'm realistically at least 6 months away from a cycle....unless my lining damage is permanent.
HAPPY 2015....NOT!
Sooo after my last scan I was upped to 10mg estrace. 5 days later my lining was only 5.72mm and there was a tiny bit of fluid in my uterus. YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME.
My clinic is out of the country which makes things a tad more difficult and they told me to start Viagra (yes, I know...no boners occurred) and then get another scan on Monday the 12th. We were due to leave to go out of country on Wednesday the14th FML ...NO STRESS, SHEESH.... and was supposed to have my transfer on the 16th which got delayed until the 20th luckily we had extra day booked in our trip to accommodate that 4 day move!
On the 12th I had my final ultrasound & my lining did increase but not enough for my clinic to proceed. One measurement was 6.68mm and the other was 7.65mm. The fluid also started to go away but was in the lower part of my uterus instead of upper section where the embies would go. There was also a bunch of free fluid outside my uterus so there is a possibility that I ovulated..... Starting antibiotics that day just in case there was an infection.
After my clinic reevaluated my situation and reviewed pictures from my hysteroscopy in Oct they determined that they saw a white opaque region in my uterus which unfortunately means I was scraped too thin after losing my son. FTW. They said they do see redness though which indicates blood supply so they feel confident that my lining will grow back but that it could take a full year!!! They are requiring me to have 2-3 normal flow periods before scheduling.
So it's going to be a long road for me! I will be doing scans between day 14-16 every month to watch lining growth. Once at 9mm & I have 2-3 normal flow periods I can book another cycle. Since we have to book 3 months in advance (cheap rooms book fast in Barbados) I'm realistically at least 6 months away from a cycle....unless my lining damage is permanent.
HAPPY 2015....NOT!
Thursday, January 15, 2015
Thursday, January 8, 2015
1/8/2015- Had my second ultrasound on Monday and my lining was only at 5mm so they upped my estrace, next ultrasound is tomorrow! Pretty fucking nervous about it! I am doing every little thing I can think of to increase blood flow vaginal region! Estrace does make my bewbies bigger which is fucking incredible and also makes me have more love juice LOL :-D
Went to acupuncture last night and I am pretty sure he thinks I am a fucking loon lol. Actually I am sure anyone who encounters me right after I leave work thinks that because I am still wound up running around at 1,000mph not making any damn sense!
I absolutely LOVE my acupuncturist though! He is SO gay and it is incredible. He is so sweet and funny! <3
As far as the Heparin....I FUCKING HATE this time. I really cant figure it out but it hates me this go 'round. My last cycle was nearly painless, bruise and track mark free! This time is so painful! FML
I absolutely LOVE my acupuncturist though! He is SO gay and it is incredible. He is so sweet and funny! <3
As far as the Heparin....I FUCKING HATE this time. I really cant figure it out but it hates me this go 'round. My last cycle was nearly painless, bruise and track mark free! This time is so painful! FML
Friday, January 2, 2015
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