12/25/2013- 5 weeks 1 day! Mery X-Mas! Woke up to painful cramping around 3 am. It was a combination of af like cramps & gas/bloating pain. It only last a half hour thankfully but definitely didn't feel to great.  I've also got up to pee a good 4x in the middle of the night.  Next beta is tomorrow..... my X-mas wish is that everything is good & this baby will finally give us a nice stong number so I can't stop worrying so much!

Started feeling queasy for a few seconds again this morning. Hope this means my hcg is shooting up! <3

Getting some cramping a lil bit after 12 am.  Can't decide if I like or hate getting these things. They feel just like AF cramps but with gas pains too.
 On the good side they make me feel like something is growing well & getting comfy in there and that my uterus is stretching but on the latter I worry of eptopic or abnormal pregnancy with my slow rising hcg levels.  Double edge sword when I get them.

4th beta tomorrow! Please baby be good! Please! Just sky rocket on me <3