12/31/2013- 6 weeks today! Ultrasound Is only 2 days away!

My heart was beating fast midday and I started to feel a lil light headed. It's still there but its subsided slightly.

Omg my feet are FREEZING! They have been cold the past couple nights but this is insane!  I have tube socks, 2 pairs of slipper socks on covered with actual slippers & the still feel like ice!

 Ok...I'm a lil freaked out. Not sure why but I started pushing on my lower abdomen when I was laying on the couch just now & noticed this hard lump that's maybe 2 inches long 1 by inch wide that is only on my left side. It runs down to just before my pubic bone. It's just off the side of my uterus. That whole side is actually a lil firmer when I feel up to my hip bone. The other side is completely soft & normal. It doesn't hurt but I'm wondering what this hard lump is!

12/30/2013- 5 weeks 6 days!  Only 3 days until my ultrasound!!!!!! I am SO sleepy today at work! Not a huge surprise though since I didn't sleep to well last night! I have been waking up earlier than I need to. Guess my body is trying to prepare me(: My body definitely needs more sleep than it used to!
Forgot to mention that yesterday after I woke up for my Heparin injection at 8:15am I fell back asleep an hour later and slept until noon LOL....been awhile since I've done that! Sad part is that I could've slept even longer but my growling belly made me pry myself out of the warmth of my blankets.

So I've been having these sharp pains on my upper butt to the sides of each tailbone.  I first noticed it maybe 3 days ago but these pains are becoming more frequent.  I mostly notice them right when I stand up & then start walking around.  It tends to calm after I walk a lil bit but doesn't 100% go away. Massaging the area helps a lot but it's pretty sore. No clue if this is pregnancy related or not but just something to notate.

Ok...DEAD fucking tired all damn day & evening & then bam insomnia.  WTF?!

12/29/2013- 5 weeks 5 days!  Still nothing really going on. Not feeling too pregnant but guess I shouldn't complain as some women are extremely ill early on. Don't want to jinx it either because I know I am still early I'm the game. I feel good tho! A lil tired in the afternoon/evening so I have been taking naps. Peeing a few times in the middle of the night but I've honestly had that problem before.  Not nightly like it has been but I remember a couple months ago that I was peeing a lot.  I am drinking lots more water now too which I'm sure has a part to play.  Haven't had my cramping in a few days & my stomach and back hasn't hurt at night either in a couple days which is good I think lol....well for my pain purposes at least.

I'm returning to yoga on Tuesday which I'm ecstatic about! It's been a flipping month of no exercise & my body just feels blah. I don't know how I lived without yoga in my life before!

Omg Thursday needs to hurry the hell up! I wanna see our gummy bear and heart beat damn it!

I'm such a nerd. I already can't flipping sleep lol. At this rate pretty sure I won't sleep a wink the night of!

12/28/2013- 5 weeks 4 days! Holy crap I think I got up from bed to pee 5 damn times last night! Isn't it too early for this?! Lol.....and holy bloating,  yuck! I look pregnant already!  I'll definitely be picking up some delicious prune juice this weekend!  :x

5 days until my ultrasound(but who's counting)!  Yipeee! :D

Forgot to mention I've noticed my heart has been racing off and on the past few days.  Also having heart palpitations.  I have had this before but they are usually pretty good spread out. Weeks to months apart but they have been pretty frequent lately.  I read online it's pretty common but I will definitely be bringing it up at my appointment this week!

12/27/2013- 5 weeks 3 days!  Not too much going on today. I'm really tired, thirsty & I want pickles lol. Only 6 more days until my ultrasound!

12/26/2013- 5 weeks 2 days! Got incredible news! My beta today was 3,388!!! It doubled perfectly since Saturday! I am in shock but so unbelievably happy!! Symptom wise I got that queasy feeling again today around 9 30-10am....love that feeling (: and my tummy and back are hurting again which is no fun. Antacids & heating pads for me!

12/25/2013- 5 weeks 1 day! Mery X-Mas! Woke up to painful cramping around 3 am. It was a combination of af like cramps & gas/bloating pain. It only last a half hour thankfully but definitely didn't feel to great.  I've also got up to pee a good 4x in the middle of the night.  Next beta is tomorrow..... my X-mas wish is that everything is good & this baby will finally give us a nice stong number so I can't stop worrying so much!

Started feeling queasy for a few seconds again this morning. Hope this means my hcg is shooting up! <3

Getting some cramping a lil bit after 12 am.  Can't decide if I like or hate getting these things. They feel just like AF cramps but with gas pains too.
 On the good side they make me feel like something is growing well & getting comfy in there and that my uterus is stretching but on the latter I worry of eptopic or abnormal pregnancy with my slow rising hcg levels.  Double edge sword when I get them.

4th beta tomorrow! Please baby be good! Please! Just sky rocket on me <3